Voices

Since some days, I don’t know exactly from when because I didn’t pay much attention to it – I hear new voices.
I thought it was a bird singing. But recently I have learnt that beavers also make such birdlike noises. They whistle. So this sound which I am hearing maybe is just beaver’s whistling? I could see many beaver’s traces in the grass. It looks like my beavers are very active and are able to come very near my settlement. 
Right now I am also hearing a whistling... Very close to the house... It looks like they are everywhere...
I feel a little bit like surrounded by zombies :) Beavers come up only at night. And it’s night. Very late night.
The biggest beaver can have even up to 140cm length. It would be scary to meet such one in my yard at night ;)

Reading Evening

I am spending the evening reading funny short stories about travel traffic in Australia. Well written – and very interesting. So I can learn much about travellers without travelling and meeting them personally... The stories also taught me to be more careful with people. You never know to what they are really up to... ;)
Well, I have some my own experiences with travelling people.
I think the most important in this travel traffic is to remain yourself and don’t let others to fool you up. My farm, my house – my rules. Take it or leave it. It’s also important to express clearly basic rules before people come here. Other hosts have no problems with assertive expression what they expect from others. I also shouldn’t. Maybe I was sometimes too soft or shy. We have now generation alpha. Generation alpha rules. I should be more assertive and tough and clarify things before people come. Then such meetings should be okay and go smoothly. 

Poles

I had to take back horses from a meadow to which they got broken into. It is my meadow, but I want them to graze in orchard first. I have cut some poles for the fruit trees. Not many, because the chainsaw stopped working. But several. Anyway, now need to bring them to the orchard. Okay. Basement. Need to make space there for potatoes. And need to make a gate for the tractor coming across a field. A new cat is visiting my settlement since two days. It is wild, but I hope to tame it. I brought out some milk for him/her. I found more eggs today. Today I will eat pancake because I have already ready pastry for it, but at supper I will eat scrambled eggs.

I think I need to replant these plants to other spots. But rather next year - I have too much other tasks to do now.

Another Active Day

I think I am run out from titles for my posts ;))) 
Today I had another active day which I spent outside. The morning and noon was sunny and warm. I love it. I made some more seedlings, fed poultry dogs and cat, milked goats. I made some order in the stable. I took two goats closer to the house and installed them in the orchard to let them graze on the weeds which horses don’t like to eat. I collected some meant. Horses have eaten most grass in the apple and plum orchard. Only some places are left for goats now.

I wanted to go today to buy potatoes, but first need to make space for them in the basement and also make a gate for the tractor which is to come here through the field with the potatoes. First part of the day was so nice, that I preferred to spend it making seedlings outside in front of the house. The seedlings which I made before looks good. But those which were planted a day later after cutting branches don’t look so good, so next seedlings I will make after preparing containers or pots for them first. They should be planted instantly after cutting them. 
And I think it’s better to remove all leaves, but not always it is disturbing. Some seedlings which have leafs still look good. Maybe leafs help them to start grow roots? Maybe. I need to ask about it at a garden forum.

Now it’s raining and I can use this time for indoor activities. Just I am already tired and need to rest a bit. I also want to listen to some new novel taken from http://www.free-ebooks.net/

I have found a very interesting readings on the Internet which are opening my eyes for many social things and are reading them since hours... until the pain in my back :) I wish I could lie down and listen to it, but the thing is, I can understand better while reading by my eyes than listening to the text spoken by a native speaker. Specially automatic native speaker... ;)

An Active Day

I spent all day outside doing something active. I cut fruit branches and made seedlings from them.
I milked goats. I fed poultry, dogs and cat. I brought some more bricks and pots to make another raised vegetable bed. I moved an electric fence a bit. I made some order with branches lying next to the road. I checked meadows and one part of the river. I took some photos of beavers work. I made some arrangements with some people. Unfortunately I couldn’t buy hay and straw. The men with whom I was talking before didn’t call this time or were not present at home. I don’t like to loose my time. So tomorrow I am going to buy potatoes and make new windows to the stable. A friend of mine is to do the windows. I will need to pay for it to him. 
I could do the windows myself, but I am busy with other things and he is more experienced in such kind of tasks. Days go so quickly... I managed to read a bit about growing fruit bushes. I am using this knowledge in my orchard now. My young trees, these which survived looked decent now. I need to buy for them plastic protectors in order to protect them against hares and deer. It’s late now. I am a bit tired, but not so much. I need to read mail which was delivered to me by postman recently, but I don’t feel like doing this. Maybe tomorrow... but tomorrow is another busy day... hmmm... I am sleepy anyway and want to lie down :) I need to rest.

Some more seedlings.

My Beloved Beavers!

Since a year beavers nest at my land. They build dams at my inner river. Today I discovered another dam. It’s close to my garden, so fantastic – I will have good spot for taking water and bathing... Beloved beavers...

I cannot afford making my own fish pond, I mean deep enough to breed fish, but they did it for me!
I love my animals. They are the best my friends... The pond they created is deep enough for breeding fish...

A friend of mine visited me. Maybe he will move into my house for the winter... We’ll see...

Today I am reading about beavers. I prefer to know how to deal with them and what expect from them. They don't eat fish and even help to fish to survive in winter, because they make wholes in the ice, so fish can breath and survive. That's good. 

I found also an interesting fishermen forum. The men gathered there have amazing experience and  can be much help to me. I would like to learn how to fish... :)

Making more space

Today day is warm. Even very warm. I milked the goats, washed a pot, pour some boiling water in it and left it to rest. I went to one of the stables to see if there is enough room for hay and started to make more space. While being there, I discovered that Jeff left their rubbish. I got angry. The rubbish lay around in the stable. I told him not to bring there rubbish but he didn’t listen to me and did it against my will. Some helpers are really irritating. Now I have extra work with cleaning all the stable from the garbage. I got tired and sweat and returned home to rest a while and eat some plums. Now I am going to goats meadow to change position of some goats who need fresh spots to graze. I need to make new seedlings as well.

I have changed goats position and watered them. Now need to finish cleaning in the stable. I have taken most garbage, but there are some more lying around. I need one more bag for it.

Sleepy Sunday

I waked up and after making breakfast felt sleepy again. Fuck. I need to rest a while and go to prepare stables for hay and straw transport.

A Deal

A farmer called me. He wants me to teach him how to use internet. He said he will bring a bag of potatoes and some fruit trees and seeds for exchange. I said okay :)

Other farmer called. He said he wants to sell to me hay and straw in friendly price. We need transport because he lives a bit far away. It will be huge truck - up to 50 bales can be loaded on it. I wonder how much the driver wants for the delivery. I will know it tomorrow. It would be good to buy the hay and straw from the farmer. Good price and hay and straw in one transport from the same farmer. I want to buy 40 hay bales and 10 straw bales.

International Holiday Helper project

I am tired now. I spent first part of the day on my internet project and I am not going to spend any hour on it in this coming week – I have too much work outside and in the house. The other part of the day I spent on cooking and washing dishes. I have eaten a good dinner and now need to rest before I will go out to milk goats. I should milk them in the morning, but it was raining. Now is sunny again, but I am tired now. Need to rest at least a half of hour.

http://www.internationalholidayhelpers.blogspot.com/

Hunting For Winter Supplies

I AM GLAD. I managed to get 200kg of grain (wheat for the hens), 5kg common local plums (my intention is to extract from them seeds and plant them in my orchard), 4kg potatoes (my intention was to taste if I like them, because I was to make decision witch specie of two to buy in bulk amount for all winter), 150 strawberry seedlings (for my intended small plantation). My shopping was delivered to my farm for free! which is great thing and I am happy about it. This time the grain was weighed properly. I took my scales with me and wanted to use them at the seller shed where he keeps the grain. They didn’t agree for it, but he put more grain to the bags than usually :) Their scale said it was okay. The man was slightly more generous and intended to put a bit more grain to the bags than necessary, but his wife was mean and she was making sure he didn’t put too much grain to the bags. But I think this time it was honest deal. I got also from the woman a souvenir: a small branch of 
grapes. Of course they contain seeds, which I am already extracting :))) I am great seed collector :D

Anyway, I am going to check one of these bags as well, just because I am curious if their scales is really okay working. This type of scale which they have is not precise. My scales are much better. I got also new elegant bags from the seller. I had to pay for them, but at least they are neat and I have my grain well secured in the bags. I left my bike at their shed and we went with the seller’s car to my farm and yard. He helped me to load the grain and other shopping to my house and I came back with him to take my bike and continue my ride to other villages in search of straw, hay, oat and other needed staff.

I continued hunting in two other villages. I was riding my bike of course, so it took some time and effort to get from one village to another, but the weather was great – perfect for riding bike so I enjoy it a lot. I had managed to repair the bike so I was able to use it this day, which was very helpful. 

In the third village I found a bit cheaper potatoes and cheap straw, so I am very happy about it. I made arrangement for delivery of the straw and potatoes. The villagers with whom I made appointment were very nice to me, specially the Mom. She was so generous, that she has given to me 5kg or more potatoes for free. Just to taste it if I like it before I buy bigger amount of the potatoes. While coming back, I collected two baskets of wild pears, which were lying along the village road. They are tasty and sweet and they have inside seeds, which I desire the most :) I am going to plant the seeds as well, in my pear orchard. So I returned with two full baskets of pears, potatoes and some tasty apples as well, which I collected by the road in other village. The apples are not only tasty, but also the seeds are easy to take them out, so I am glad. Now two days of space preparation for tomatoes and straw and on Monday I should get the straw and potatoes... What’s more, I got a phone number to a driver, who has big transport which will be good for hay delivery. I have found a farmer who has good hay, but he has no transport, so I need to hire one on my own. I hope it will not be too expensive... I made also appointment with the nice Mom for next year straw. I have already ordered from them 30 bales of straw... So the day was definitely successful :) I can rest now and enjoy my success :)

Making Winter Supplies

I already know where is proper grain and tomatoes. Now need to get transport and bags as bloody farmers who sell bulk amount of grain and tomatoes don’t care about bags. So now I, in order to buy some bags of potatoes and grain need to buy in the Internet 100 empty bags. What a shame! How annoying! 

While in the village I met my local ex helper and he told me where I can get all I need. Probably all I need. So it would be wise to visit the farmer and see if it’s true and if yes - make a deal with him. I need straw, hay, grain, potatoes.

My bikes are broken. I will have to walk there. It’s not so close. A few kilometres. I would like to go there tomorrow, but I made appointment with the villager about cutting the wood. Now I regret. I can cut the wood on my own. I don’t need him. And I don’t want him to be in my farm while I will be away. 

Honesty

I was curious if the villager from whom I buy grain is honest. I had impression he wasn’t so I used my scales to weigh grain which should weigh 25kg per each bag. Well, in each bag there was only 23 kg. I bought from him 5 bags, so I lost 2kg x 5 = 10kg of grain. 

I also weighed potato bag and this one was okay. I bought potato bag in a village shop.

Planting

I have planted 5 plum trees. It’s not many, but the soil is still hard to dig and I have other duties to do. There was just one rain this night. It’s not enough. The soil is still dry and hard. But if I manage to plant at least 5 trees a day, after 10 days I will have planted 50 fruit trees.

I have made an order with branches in the inner road. I have fed poultry and dogs, also cat. 
Now time to milk the goats.

Two villagers came. One of them wanted a piece of glass and door from me. I asked him if he wants to earn some money for helping me with cutting wood for the winter. He agreed to come and also to bring some wild fruit trees.

I have milked the goats and poured the milk through a strainer. I gave some milk to the cat.

A man from Orange called me to say, that I will get the Internet cable, but late.
If it is true – I will be able to resume my internet business and start making money.


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My Tools

Looks like some my tools are missing. That’s it! I stop hosting so called volunteers. It’s enough.
Too much harm, too little help. And I hate to be robbed, specially by people who declared that they wanted to help. I collected my tools for years, often resigning from good food and eating very poor dishes – only to be able to buy tools and building materials. And I hate when I am robbed by bloody thieves. Also it looks like my towels are missing. I am not going to share my house with strangers. I feed them for free, let them use my house for free, I teach them every possible thing and bear their fussiness and yet they rob me. I hate it!
I can manage on my own and have no motivation to share my house with hostile unskilled strangers who pretend to be your friends.

My World

Some people sometimes ask me why I live where I live. Why I don’t use my talents and skills to make career in a city. They cannot understand that I have chosen the place because I like it here.  Because I feel the best here. I love to have my own warm peaceful real home, my beautiful land, loving animals and lots of freedom. I need lots of space and I have it here. I need close contact with nature and I have it here.

Well, it cost lots of hard labour – that’s the price. But I prefer it than easy city life. Besides, the simple labour is rewarding when you see fruits of your efforts, when you create your space around you due to your needs and dreams.

Most people are astonished, that I prefer to live lonely on my own here than being in crowd of people.
But what’s so good about being in the crowd? Many people are lead by low instincts and when you feel it – you don’t feel well in their company. They are like vampires to you. Drain all energy from you. Nature is pure and innocent. Natural. Not harmful. You may rest among nature. Feel good. Most people make me tired. I could stand presence only a very few very good friends. Since years they are far away, busy with their own lives and families. I have learnt to manage and live on my own and I prefer it this way. I doubt if I ever meet someone with whom I could feel happy. I can tolerate others for some time. For example volunteers or CouchSurfers. But I don’t need them really. I could do without them. Volunteers should be welcomed here as people who offer to help me at my farm. But the reality is, that they demand from me extra work – hosting them is for me extra work and expense, teaching and explaining them every simple thing and dealing with them is tiring for me, especially if they tend to be difficult and fussy. Also, often happens, that they make more harm then help which makes me think twice if I should still host them. So, I decided to be more careful whom I invite to my house. I think I don’t want to stretch myself too much. I prefer to host people who are a real help to me – not another burden.

Big Branch

This morning I took the bath and made a breakfast. Before it or while doing it – I fed poultry and dogs and watered them. After bathing I went out to finish making aronia seedlings. I also collected and brought home some pot stands which I washed yesterday and left to dry outside.

A big white car arrived. I went out to see who was it. They were electricians who came to remove stork nest from electric pole in my yard. They came with lift, so by the way I asked them to remove one of disturbing big branches. They were so okay that they agreed to do it and even didn’t want money for it. They only asked me to make order with the stork nest which they made fall down from the pole.

One of the electricians cut down this big branch with his own chainsaw and I needed to cut it into smaller pieces, so asked him to start my chainsaw. He tried a few times and succeed, so I cut off smaller branches from the big branch and started to make order with it, because it was laying in the middle of my inner road in front of my yard making any traffic impossible.

I thanked electricians for the help and they drove away. I was making the order with the branches until I became sweat. The chainsaw is heavy and I am a weak person, so I got tired soon, but managed to make much order with the branches. The engine was still warm and I wanted to go to orchard to cut down some poles, but I was too tired and sweat after making order with these branches in the road. So I went home to rest and drink some milk before I continue with branches.

I am glad I could get rid of this big branch. I few days ago when I was washing the windows at the attic, this branch irritated me since it was covering the view of the inner road and my farm entrance gate. I want to see if someone is coming to my farm, so wanted to cut down the branch but it was too high. Happily it happened today, thanks to the electricians and the lift, so I am happy :)

I need to rest now and then finish making order with the branches...

My new cat Miriam is getting more and more tamed with each day. Today she dared to sit on the other bed while I was lying in my big bed in the bedroom. I go to bed for a while...

Mysterious Plant

I have planted lots of seeds of a mysterious plant. I thought, it was a pumpkin seeds. At least I was told they were pumpkin seeds. But the fruits are not orange nor yellow. They are green. Dark green. And the taste of the fruit is very similar to zucchini, but I think better. The fruit is more soft and delicate. Good for salads and also for hot dishes. And it grows round and big :)

Raised Garden Beds

The day is warm, even very warm. I have washed the study window from outside, because Dakota had licked it trying to kiss me through the window and made it blurred. Now I am making seedlings from aronia and one home plant. I have spread apple seeds in rows of  apple trees in orchard. Exactly: rotten apples with seeds. I hope that at least some of them will grow into trees. Rotten apple is good base of minerals for seeds and for growing young trees.

The apple trees which grow already close to the inner road are looking good. I cut off excessive branches which help the main plant to grow bigger and stronger, so they look better with each day. Also my horses graze around them, but are careful not to destroy the young trees. But I need more of apple trees. 
The apple trees which grow in other orchard, behind the river – are eaten by some kind of animal. I think by deer, because I have seen a couple of spots with pressed grass – big enough for a deer and besides hair wouldn’t reach so high to eat the top of a tree. Recently I have seen 3 young deer nearby. It looks like they got into my orchard. I need to check the fence close to the forest and think about metal wire there or wooden crossbars.

I have made two raised garden beds. One is already finished and filled with fertile soil. I have planted spring onion there and watered it. Now it’s turn for the plant to grow big and dense. It would be very handy to have spring onion just next to the house.

I have milked two goats. The third run away and I need to catch it first. I have put on new earrings to two goats who lost them. I hate the task. It’s unpleasant for me and painful for goats, but European Union orders all farmers to do it. I need to prepare one more pot for aronia seedlings which are still waiting for it. And come back to catch and milk the last goat. It’s already evening. I spent all day outside. It’s still warm and nice. I am tired now. I am working since early morning up to now. I think I need rest and take a bath.

Okay. That’s it. I  have catched the last goat and milked her. It’s already dark. I am so tired that don’t have power to eat, which is actually good. You shouldn’t eat late just before going to bed. I want just go to bed and sleep. I don’t have power to take a bath. The milk for cheese is waiting. I think I have to do it tonight otherwise tomorrow will be too acid. 

Thinking and thinking

I am thinking and thinking today. I need to prepare new farm strategy or focus on continuing what I have started before. I need also make winter supplies. I am busy outside as well doing different things. While I am walking across my land, I am considering different aspects of farming at my land. I need to invest more money in my farm, but I don’t have them. So I am trying to find other solutions which would be able to replace investing money.

I think I need to draw a sketch of plants and animals which I would like to grow and breed. Need to think what I have and what I would like to have here.

I think I should organise my farm production in such way, so it would be possible for me to be independent from external services and goods and external help.