My World

Some people sometimes ask me why I live where I live. Why I don’t use my talents and skills to make career in a city. They cannot understand that I have chosen the place because I like it here.  Because I feel the best here. I love to have my own warm peaceful real home, my beautiful land, loving animals and lots of freedom. I need lots of space and I have it here. I need close contact with nature and I have it here.

Well, it cost lots of hard labour – that’s the price. But I prefer it than easy city life. Besides, the simple labour is rewarding when you see fruits of your efforts, when you create your space around you due to your needs and dreams.

Most people are astonished, that I prefer to live lonely on my own here than being in crowd of people.
But what’s so good about being in the crowd? Many people are lead by low instincts and when you feel it – you don’t feel well in their company. They are like vampires to you. Drain all energy from you. Nature is pure and innocent. Natural. Not harmful. You may rest among nature. Feel good. Most people make me tired. I could stand presence only a very few very good friends. Since years they are far away, busy with their own lives and families. I have learnt to manage and live on my own and I prefer it this way. I doubt if I ever meet someone with whom I could feel happy. I can tolerate others for some time. For example volunteers or CouchSurfers. But I don’t need them really. I could do without them. Volunteers should be welcomed here as people who offer to help me at my farm. But the reality is, that they demand from me extra work – hosting them is for me extra work and expense, teaching and explaining them every simple thing and dealing with them is tiring for me, especially if they tend to be difficult and fussy. Also, often happens, that they make more harm then help which makes me think twice if I should still host them. So, I decided to be more careful whom I invite to my house. I think I don’t want to stretch myself too much. I prefer to host people who are a real help to me – not another burden.

Big Branch

This morning I took the bath and made a breakfast. Before it or while doing it – I fed poultry and dogs and watered them. After bathing I went out to finish making aronia seedlings. I also collected and brought home some pot stands which I washed yesterday and left to dry outside.

A big white car arrived. I went out to see who was it. They were electricians who came to remove stork nest from electric pole in my yard. They came with lift, so by the way I asked them to remove one of disturbing big branches. They were so okay that they agreed to do it and even didn’t want money for it. They only asked me to make order with the stork nest which they made fall down from the pole.

One of the electricians cut down this big branch with his own chainsaw and I needed to cut it into smaller pieces, so asked him to start my chainsaw. He tried a few times and succeed, so I cut off smaller branches from the big branch and started to make order with it, because it was laying in the middle of my inner road in front of my yard making any traffic impossible.

I thanked electricians for the help and they drove away. I was making the order with the branches until I became sweat. The chainsaw is heavy and I am a weak person, so I got tired soon, but managed to make much order with the branches. The engine was still warm and I wanted to go to orchard to cut down some poles, but I was too tired and sweat after making order with these branches in the road. So I went home to rest and drink some milk before I continue with branches.

I am glad I could get rid of this big branch. I few days ago when I was washing the windows at the attic, this branch irritated me since it was covering the view of the inner road and my farm entrance gate. I want to see if someone is coming to my farm, so wanted to cut down the branch but it was too high. Happily it happened today, thanks to the electricians and the lift, so I am happy :)

I need to rest now and then finish making order with the branches...

My new cat Miriam is getting more and more tamed with each day. Today she dared to sit on the other bed while I was lying in my big bed in the bedroom. I go to bed for a while...